I want to vent…
I want to scream, louder than is humanly possible… FUCK OFF WORLD.
Sometimes I wish I could just cease to exist. I wish I could just fade into oblivion. I wish I could just… STOP.
I’m not being pessimistic… but I wouldn’t be missed. At least, I don’t think so. There are people who care about me, I know that, but in reality, I don’t know if it goes much further than that.
Today, I decided I’d let go of the feelings I have for someone… and now, I have a gaping whole, where my heart used to be. It’s a big fucking massive whole, and it really hurts.
I can’t even cry, I really want cry, please let me fucking cry!!!
Life is the biggest let down of all.