I want to vent…

I want to scream, louder than is humanly possible… FUCK OFF WORLD.

Sometimes I wish I could just cease to exist. I wish I could just fade into oblivion. I wish I could just… STOP.

I’m not being pessimistic… but I wouldn’t be missed. At least, I don’t think so. There are people who care about me, I know that, but in reality, I don’t know if it goes much further than that.

Today, I decided I’d let go of the feelings I have for someone… and now, I have a gaping whole, where my heart used to be. It’s a big fucking massive whole, and it really hurts.

I can’t even cry, I really want cry, please let me fucking cry!!!

Life is the biggest let down of all.

This entry was published on March 27, 2011 at 10:20 am. It’s filed under Dear Void and tagged , , , . Bookmark the permalink. Follow any comments here with the RSS feed for this post.

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